Tuesday, September 30, 2014

Monday, September 29, 2014

Sentence of the day

Be brave enough to let go of what no longer serves you and patient enough to wait for what you really want.

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Sentence of the day

I hope I never go to jail because I haven't memorized a single phone number since 2001.

It's not me.

This isn't the Sentence of the day but I feel like it may as well be.

I'm suffering.

First mornings are hell at the moment. I can't wake up without feeling like it's a drama because I hate the act so much.

I feel like my mornings should be spent in a completely different space, a space where I could spend a few hours slowly integrating my groggy self into society in the shade of a tree, holding a mug of cappuccino that stays a constant, perfect temperature.

Maybe then it would seem reasonable waking up. Maybe.

I also mourn my ability to write. I miss it. I miss it so much I want to cry and it's the only thing in the whole world that really makes me want to cry and that frustrates me at the moment. I have never, ever suffered from what seems to be almost a fear a writing and expressing myself. Every time I sit down in front of my keyboard I feel fragile and exposed.

It's weird.

It's not me.



Thursday, September 25, 2014

From depression to content

You don't even miss just being content until you've spent a prolonged period depressed.

It was my full intention to blog my way through this last series of therapy session. Somehow I thought it may be if some use to someone else out there. I held some perhaps vain hope that it would because that would mean that my time in that awful head space I had spent too much time in would have some sort of meaning after all.

Sentence of the day

Sometimes all you need is a hundred million dollars.

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Sunday, September 21, 2014

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Sentence of the day

Sometimes you need to look back just to see where you dropped your standards, lost your confidence and started settling for less than you deserve.

Friday, September 19, 2014

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Sentence of the day

When I know what I want I can say no when I need to and yes when I need to, and I have the confidence to say what I mean.

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