I cleaned my bedroom today. After months of using the floor as a wardrobe I picked everything up and put it in drawers or hung it up. It's nice to get to know one's bedroom floor again.
The state of affairs when it comes to how I've been treating my clothes of late has definitely been a sign of what's been going on in my mind. I don't think I've ever felt such apathy before. It's not all gone but when I start cleaning without having to nag myself it's a sure signs that things are getting better in my mind.
I don't know for sure what's really changed. Maybe it's really the fact that I no longer report to the same manager, that I managed to bring about change again in my workplace and that I somehow almost feel like I can trust that Mr Department Head will take better care of me. Hoping is scary. Having hope is good.
So glad that things are looking up for you, SP
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